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Welcome to our blog! This blog started from a seedling of an idea between three Filipina-American women who crossed paths in Oakland, CA and has grown into a journey that we're now sharing with you all. We hope to celebrate our Filipina-American experiences through short stories, photos, videos, and all kinds of deliciousness. In no way do we claim to represent "THE" Filipina/o-American perspective but can only speak for ourselves. We bring to the table our three different, yet somehow connected, and raw perspectives as we go through this exploration together. Join us!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

derogatory? subversive? or both? hmmm

Why would three grown Fil-Am women entitle their written expressions a slang word that many translate as "baby?" With enough negative images of Filipinas out there, couldn't we instead call this experiment "Musings of a Strong Filipina American" or something along those lines? I mean come on right? Search "Filipina" on Google and what pops up? "Mail order bride" for one. So why add fuel to the fire and use bebot?

If you were to go all creeper status and look up old photos of me, you definitely wouldn't find one of me posing by a rice rocket fulfilling some dude's import model fantasy (an image that "bebot" may conjure up for some). And no, despite my annoyingly squeaky voice, I prefer pitbulls and other large, huggable dogs over toy breeds. But let me stop myself before I end up writing an academic essay about femininity and masculinity, and try to instead explore an aspect of bebot-ism.

When the song "Bebot" by the Black Eyed Peas first came out, community members had mixed reactions... "Yay! We're finally getting mainstream recognition!" "Great, another orientalized portrayal of Pinays." "Woohoo! Tagalog rap!" "Woop dee doo, Filipino stereotypes wrapped into one song."

Hearings were held, letters were written, pickets were picketed(?) and the end result? Grey area. Yep, back to square one of folks disagreeing and no one answer being determined. I see it ending up that way because of the nature and definition of "bebot" itself is in the grey area. It can be both derogatory and subversive, both a source of weakness and strength. Guess which interpretation this blog is taking.

In taking on the monolithic "bebot" and all the connotations attached to it, it is my hope that in some small way, this blog can reshape the image of not only Filipinas but Filipino Americans in general. That through our musings, Fil-Ams will not be seen just as good entertainers and great cooks but also professors, writers, intellectuals and more. (Pictured here are last year's 100 Most Influential Filipina Women in the US.)

And perhaps even more important: that through honest and open self-examination, us not-so-typical bebots out there, get to know ourselves a little better.

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